what a day!!!
my day didnt start out too well today....woke up n my mind straight started thinking bout what i did last nite...about whether the decision i made was the right one...about if the things i said were the right words....about if what i did hurt that person....about if i should have waited a little longer or not....given that person a little more time....
frankly im still not too sure...
do i regret what i did??? well at this moment, maybe i do a little...not too sure if its regret im feeling..or dissapointment....or sadness.. but its probably expected i suppose, considering this wasnt an easy decision for me to make....probably the hardest thing i ever had to do....my heart was torn n my mind in turmoil for the past week thinking of which way to go with....but i think, in the end, i didnt have a choice anymore...all the other options were either shut down or was too draining for me to take....guess my back was up against the wall n there was only one door that i could take...its not the one i wanted but i guess its the one i got to take...i probably will regret this for a long long time, but its done with n i cant undo it anymore.... if u are reading this, then pls know that i am so so sorry things ended up like this, i truly am.......
And to those of u who helped me out, thank u from the bottom of my heart...u were a great help, n ill never forget it....u truly are great frens, n ill cherish ur frenship forever....
k enough of that....too much mushy stuff aldy....
things didnt get any better though...
after the morning class i had to go to the udupi police station to hand in a few documents...so took an auto....and just my luck for the day..the auto i was in had to meet with an accident...aiiii....these indians and their mad driving skills...dont worry im fine..nothing really happened to the auto...heres what happened...there was a bus oncoming...suddenly this guy on an enfield (motorcycle) decided to overtake the bus (while my auto was coming in the opp direction)...all this on a road that is only 2 lane (stupid huh...yeah well this thing happens a lot here)...anyway my auto moved as much as he could to the side...at first i thought the guy on the bike managed to squeeze through...but he clipped the side of the auto n lost control (btw he was going quite fast) went skidding then started rolling like a bowling ball towards another bus going in the same direction as my auto...
thank God the bus stopped if not he would have been pancake...i jumped out of the auto...thought the guy would have been seriously injured...but he wasnt (or maybe it was the adrenaline pumping) cus he managed to jump up n run off the road...but he was limping pretty badly n looked like he was in shock...got him into the auto i was in...n the auto took him to the hospital...funny things..one waiter from the restaurant brought a glass of water to give the guy...hellloooo he just met with an accident!!! its not like he just crawled out of some desert....haha...anyway the guys bike was totaled...pieces all over the plc...poor guy...well hope he drives more carefully next time.... this left me stranded cus there wasnt any more autos around..so i had to walk for 15 mins to the police station with my class attire, leather shoes n bag in the freaking hot indian weather...i looked like i just had a bath when i reached the police station..
sigh sigh ...what a day .... on top of that i got pbl to finish for tomorrow...
life...what a complex thing u are......
well i suppose what doesnt kill u only makes u stronger huh....
The End
